Kiss Kiss...Bang Bang...!

Its been really long that i have ignored my dear blog. For once i even thought that i have kissed farewell to my dearest friend but no... i am back ....!
My life for past few months was a roller coster ride. i was travelling, tryin to reinvent myself. Everytime when the course of my life changes it leaves in in a lull.
A lot of things happened in a really short time. Some good and motivating and some bad and depressing.
Any ways to start with, i have winded up my small unit, can say recession. Nothing much was happening at that end to encourage me to carry on. It was just exceding my over heads, so it was wise enough to give a break and move on. I thought of going back to my administrative job but till date failed to find one....my poor lil' luck...!.
Secondly, i missed out my exams...................another sad story.So getting my second post graduation degree remained an ambition.
Thirdly, i again shifted my apartment. The most tiring and cumbersome job in the whole world.It is not at all exiciting, packing and un packing now gives me shivers, its a nightmare.
Good part fo this entire story is that i am living my life in a baggage. For past two months am constantly on a move.I have visited some small and big cities. It was real fun and quite rejuvenating for my soul.
My latest visit was to Ranthambore to celebrate my birthday. My birthday was on 27th so it was on a weekend and my husband thought of surprising me. He took me to a palace hotel in Rajasthan and a jungle safari in Ranthambore.The hotel and people were very warm and welcoming.They surprised me with a birthday cake right at the stroke of midnight and even arranged for a candle light dinner on the roof of the heritage property.I was completely bowled over by the whole romantic ambience created just for me.

It was the best b'day i can ever imagine. and to add to my happiness i even spotted a real bengal tiger in the wilderness of the jungle. It was a breathtaking experience and the best gift of my life. It was a real treat for the eyes but sadly not many tigers are alive because of constant poarching and ignorance of goverment.

There a lot more to write about te jungle safari, so i guess i will write in my next post.
Till then love and bye...!

Silent nights...!

Death is inevitable, this being a universal truth is so unacceptable at times esp. when it holds our loved ones in its clutches.
My maternal grand-mother is dying but i can't do anything about it; except mourning.
Her vital organs like liver, kidney, and digestive organs have completely stopped functioning,she is merely suffering and we being her kids stand helpless by her side.
I remember those days when me and my elder brother would run into her arms in order to escape from our parent scolding.
or when she used to take us for veggie shopping on sundays and treat us with icecreams and chola batura's.
or when we used to accompany her on her shopping spree, in order to get our share of goodies.
or during summer vacations ,when she used to buy kilos and kilos of mangoes and we used to relish immensely. eating with all my cousins was all together an unforgetful experience. we used to hog on watermelons as if there is no tommorow.Life was so much then.......
we used to share all our problems with her and used to comfort us.
our entire world was in her warmth, she was above everybody even my parents
but today when she needs all that comfort and warmth, we feel poweless
I wish if i can give her the same comfort from her pains.
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For Soul.......Happiness all the way..!!

This small post is in honour of a dear blogger, to wish him a happy and wonderful married life. March 28Th , the D day for Soul ( as he is fondly known). Past is experience, Present is experiment, Future is expectation...!!! Use your experience in your experiments to get your expectations. Wish you a happy life...

Karmic Konnection.....!

Relationships are like cocoon holding us together,But it always made me wonder about our association with people, it may be civil, courteous or cordial or unlikely of any one of them.
I had a wonderful past, which was almost like a past PERFECT...! But then when i was on the verge of selecting my present my past completely vapourised giving space to my present, eventually with much admiration my PRESENT PERFECT and also my soulful FUTURE PERFECT..................
In this pic -a- boo of past and perfect, i was completely immersed in duties of doting partner with my future perfect, i was living as i should,plunging into a happy and blissful life,though with little bit share of ups and downs but that not important here in my otherwise almost perfect life........What important here is that my past still has a karmic connection with me, its aura still surrounds me at my loose ends. Though it never deviates me from my path or thrust ed itself upon me but deep down my heart still sighs...... for the wonderful bonding of true friendship, trust and love.

nothing much...

Hey, its been really long, New Year had started, the whole month of january had gone by and nothing really had come to my mind for my new post.
I scratched every corner of my mind but nothing really exiting is happening
I had lots of expectations from this year 2009, but its just getting over like any other year.
Gosh...!
why at times life becomes sooooo boring.
Lately i was reading a book called "IF God Was A Banker' by Ravi Subramanian, an IIM ,Bangalore graduate, and a big time honcho with some foriegn bank.
The book was ok to kill my boredom, but it had the usual coperate masala served in Shoba De style.I wish If God was a banker i could asked for.................see....i even do no what to ask from God
Lot of my expectations failed during the begining of this year, i completely feel i have doomed up everthg
At times, i get really confused as to what am i searching for??
Same is with this post, what should i write more,
but as we all have heard in Barrack Obama's speech that its Hope that pravails, so lets Hope that i come back to my uaual self and can hit my blog with a bang