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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

HIBERNATION......

My recent trip to a Cancer Hospital before leaving once again shivered my soul..., my thoughts ....and overall persona....!!!
What is Life...??? Good...or Bad...Everyday we keep asking ourselves the same questions over and over again but the answer remains unanswered......We always expect that like everything we do or say we get answers or feed back from other's, in the same way ,we expect that some day somebody will give us a definite answer........But in this quest ,we are left so irritated, and dis-satisfied and overall confused. We focus all our energy in finding the solution for the problem, but in other sense the problem doesn't exist..........We always want a rewind or forward button in our life so that we can keep editing our mistakes.But mistakes are the learning ground. It help us in becoming a better person or individual
Expectations are never ending............................with very expectation there comes a pressure to fulfill..When we fail to fulfill......it makes us restless........, unsatisfied.........., worthless.........and disappointed.When we came to life , we were given birth with some expectation, and all our life we carry expectations.......!!!!!!!!
This puzzle can not be solved...........its a maze of just questions and no answers...,the more we get into it deeper the more confused we are left.
During my visit to the hospital,i saw a very young child, must be month or two old was suffering from the deadliest disease called Cancer.The whole sight could shake any body's soul................It left me speechless and thoughtless and in a state of hibernation............................No thoughts are crossing my mind,except about life and death.Death is the ultimate answer,the unsurpassing truth and the whole irony of life.....................As i am writing this post my hand are still shivering, and the whole sight was an Un-forgetful experience.
I don't know what expectations they had, be it the child or his parents But one thing is for sure, when nothing works its HOPE..............
So , let just pray for the betterment of that child..
I hope he'll survive

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Welll....
What do we have here an emotional karma.....hmmmmmmm

Cancer....I would pary that If i have cancer then the next thing I would do is suicide...because I have seeing people suffering and it is too bad. I have seen my mom suffering from this disease..It is too bad. You cannot withstand teh sufferings that they take. The only thing that you can pray for them is an easy and early death without any sufferings...Sometimes you have to pray this way also for your loved ones....

I was one of those you used to Regional Cancer Center in Tricandrum and when i speak of that place I still feel the smell of that hospital in my nostrils vene today....

It is simple...Pray for some mercy from god.........

BTW why did u go there ??? :)

karma kocktail said...

It just happened that my dad suffered from stomach cancer 6yrs back and every year he comes here for his check up.so whenever i accompany him to the hospital, i am always left dismayed and disillusioned about life............so that's the story

Anonymous said...

oh....

Is he ok...??? :(

I hope he is fine...

U know god never likes good people..ur dad..my mom all are in that group......

what made u answer my question with no inhibitions ??? i appreciate that ...

take care. I have paryed for ur dad..:)

karma kocktail said...

thanks....soul!!!